Post by SHAYLA ELIZABETH FREEMARK on Sept 6, 2009 23:06:21 GMT -5
( * AND SHE SMILES AND MAKES BELIEVE )
Shay said she'd never leave
Shay said she'd never leave
( * THE STAGE IS SET AND THERE IS NO TURNING BACK NOW )
the puppet master .
the puppet master .
Leaning against the wall outside of Davids door. All her weight on her shoulder, Nixxy couldn't help put feel some of the pain. This wasn't comfortable, she couldn't really move though, not until David opened the door. The second she looked at him, she felt like crying, she was so glad to see him. She'd had a rough day and now all she needed was to be with David.
She didn't answer him, when he asked what happened, but she fell under his arm. The warmth of him, warming her. She was soaked, and it was making her clothes heavy. David brought her a towel, she nodded her head, "thanks." she said in a low voice. She started with her face, her eyeliner and mascara had run down her face. From rain and tears, she tried to wipe all of that away. When her face was dry and she thought she'd gotten all of it.
She looked at David, her jacket was still on and as much as she wanted to keep it on she let if fall to the floor. When David kissed her she looked at him, her eyes seemed empty. Her heart was heavy, she was tired and hurt, and his kisses weren't what she needed right now. She wasn't sure what she needed other then sleep, still she didn't like how when he kissed her, her stomach flipped and felt like she would be sick. "No." she said. Taking a step away from him, "Please don't touch me. Not like that...not tonight." she said.
She felt guilty for that, but she couldn't let him touch her. When she was like this, soaked, and dirty. She started to shake a little bit to, shivering. She grabbed the towel and started to dry her hair, or try to at least. She looked at him, she looked like a drowned cat she could bet. The towel had been hanging over her shoulders while she was drying her hair. Now it slide down to the floor and Nixxy looked at David. Facing him, seemed to be what it would be best to do. Still she flinched, as she saw some of them.
Bruises and small cuts covered her skin. Bruises, shaped like hand prints, or fingers on her shoulders and around her wrist. Also along her thighs there where some. She had a cut on her face, over her left cheek, she hoped it wouldn't scar. More on her arms, and some on her legs. She was all beaten up, but still she tried to act strong.
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( * AND I CAN PROMISE YOU I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FORGET )
the character basics .
[/font]the character basics .
Shayla Elizabeth Freemark
--- * NICKNAMES :
Shay.
--- * AGE :
twenty
--- * DATE OF BIRTH :
april, 27th, 1989
--- * GENDER :
female
--- * SEXUALITY :
bi-curious
--- * RACE :
changeling,
--- * CANON / ORIGINAL ?
canon
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( * MIRROR, MIRROR, ON THE WALL THIS IS HOW A HERO FALLS )
appearances are everything and nothing .
[/font]appearances are everything and nothing .
1stAudrey Kitching 2ndTba
--- * BODY TYPE :
medium height, skinny.
--- * HEIGHT & WEIGHT :
5 '4, 120
--- * HAIR :
dyed bright pink, mid back length, curly when hair dried, wavy when dried and product is put in, often tied up in a pony tail.
--- * EYES :
light brown, hints of gold, almond shaped,
--- * UNIQUE FEATURES :
spiderweb scars on her arms, septum piecing, hair, clothing
--- * SHORT OVERALL :
Seeing as Shayla has bright pink hair, she's not the easiest person in the world to loose sight of. Her hair which is more often then not, tied up, or being restrained by a bandana. Is bright screaming pink, often with black dyed into it to make it even more bold. Sometimes extensions are added for pops of color. Not that there needed, Shayla's hair extends past the middle of her back. Flowing in always wavy locks, that rarely curly like her hair likes to do. Her face is very define by her hair. Drawing attention to her face, you can see she has pale ivory skin, with some facial piercings, including her septum.
Shayla likes to dress as though, she doesn't give a fuck what you think. Pardon my language. She is able to dress like this because she doesn't. She likes to dress in bright colors. She likes to dress in something risky, and something that will draw attention. She is not afraid of anything, and it bold with her clothes. When Shayla dresses it's like a costume, for her. The only thing that she likes to wear every day are her arm warmers, and her black drawn on converse. [/ul][/size][/font]
( * I LAUGHED WHEN YOU SAID THAT WORDS ARE ONLY WORDS )
everybody has a personality .
[/font]everybody has a personality .
being left alone, surprising people, fashion, sowing, creating, fairy tales, magic, books, music, partying, tattoos, different languages, learning to speak other languages, keeping promises, finding loop holes, escaping, cold, costumes, rain, thunderstorms, emotions, listening to music, singing, painting, screaming, swimming, being around nature, being out of the city, accents, being clean, children, make up, hair dye, shopping, getting reactions out of people, monogamy, myths, ancient religions, traveling, night time, snow, the beach
--- * DISLIKES / TURN OFFS :
being around lots of people, being judges, being predicable, stupid things, the color yellow, dogs, throwing up, remember her childhood, disappointing people, being used, being told no, drugs, being sick, being hurt, the city, lies, using people, being used, being trapped, half truths, not getting the whole story, burns, cooking, being touched, boys, pain, lust, emotions she doesn't understand, failing, death.
--- * STRENGTHS / WEAKNESSES :
finding loop holes, getting out of things, standing out, being creative, being bold, speaking her mind, being fearless, not letting people hurt her, swimming, writing music, playing music
letting people get close, stubborn, being healthy, holds a grudge, following orders, dealing with people, being a lover, wants to control everything, paranoid about being used,
--- * FEARS :
fire, death, being sick, being boring, being surrounded by stupid people forever, being used, being hurt by someone, loosing her creative ability
--- * PERSONALITY :
creative, out there, bold, stubborn, unsympathetic, social, odd, good intentions, attention span
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( * AND BEHIND THESE EYES ARE MY TRUTHS AND LIES )
history is an explanation .
[/font]history is an explanation .
Anna , 38 , wanna-be musician
Kellen , 42 , producer, Anna doesn't know who the father is, neither does Shayla, and Kellen doesn't know Shayla is his daughter.
--- * SIBLINGS :
Piper , 8, second grader, female
--- * LOVERS :
none
--- * PETS :
Azelea , 2 years , cat, black pelt with white paws and green eyes.
Apollo, 6 years, hawk
--- * OVERALL HISTORY :
Anna was eight-teen when she Shayla was born. That's to say the original Shayla, the mortal one. Anna was trying to make it as a musician, in the world of rock, or alternative music. She'd slept with so many different guys that she wasn't sure who Shayla's father was. Even after Shayla's birth, Anna didn't give up her dream, she handed over her child to her mother. Shayla's grandmother, Shayla was only a few weeks old. Shayla of course doesn't remember any of this, sometime in the next year, the original baby was taken, and replaced with the changeling who now lives as Shayla. No one in the family knows that the girl walking around as Shayla isn't really Shayla, not even herself.
She has spent her whole life with her mother since she was five. When she turned five her mother thought that she could get points for being an artist with a kid. So she brought Shayla on tour with her, while they went around playing dive bar after bar. Never really going anywhere. In those years, Shayla grew up quickly, living off gas station food, with her mother and her mother's band mates. Who where a bunch of guys, who all wanted to sleep with her mom. She watched as her mother was used and played over and over by men. Watched as she was hurt, over and over. She helped her mother out by holding her hair for her when she binge drank, and made sure they had a place to stay at night, even if that meant finding out where the car was parked.
Going around with her mom, she learned who she was. That she should be true to that person, to never give up, and don't be afraid to stand out. Standing out got attention which was never a bad thing in that world. No matter who it was coming from. That was Shayla's life for a while. That was until Shayla was twelve, and her mother had another child, this time the kid was sent to her grandmothers. Where her sister, Piper stayed, while Shayla went out on tour. Anna stayed around for the first few months of Shayla's life, during this life, Shayla's life was a little bit normal. She even went to school for a little bit. She also got a pet, a hawk named Apollo. Who she trained as a messenger bird.
Anna quickly grew tired of the house wife life, and living with her mother. She decided to go back on tour. Her grandmother saw how living on the road had aged Shayla. She was twelve years old and she knew more things about sex, drugs, and drinking then she really should have. Her grandmother insisted that she stay with her. Shayla wasn't happy about it, but in the end her grandmother won the fight. Shayla was forced to stay here where she was bored out of her mind, and blended in. After that she did anything she could to stand out, living with her grandmother, and little sister for years. Her mother dropping in every now and again to let the family know she's alive.
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( * OUR FINAL MOMENTS ARE THE ONE WE USE THE FULLEST )
the other little stuff .
[/font]the other little stuff .
-adminedit-
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ohwhoah .
[/font]ohwhoah .
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